Friday, July 01, 2005 Y
You r my special one, i Luv
2day i finallly got an answer to my confusion and depression about the relationship between me n my hubby and my studies pressurize lorx.. yesterday when i took a nap n suddenly was awake by my hubby oversea call.. i suddenly feel depressed and was emotional broke down.. like the whole world came crushing down hardly on me until i hardly breath and think positively.. due to pressure and different kind of problems that had suddenly appeared at one go.. until i unable to cope it at a time.. and becos i felt lonely when my hubby is not with me.. as i saw my frens that have stead to b with them tat makes feel uneasy.. its really difficult for a couple to have a long distance relationship especially when one of the person at north n another at south.. But........... i finally have a peaceful mind to have an ans for it~!Is that to love a person u have to go through many unexpected difficulties and barriers... jus for the sake of him/her that is really called " true luv" love need to sacrifies , so my painful feelings n difficulties i m having now is the sacrifies that i have to give in to my hubby.. becos i finally know that he is the only guy that i really put in alot in feelings n etc.. no matter how hard is the road i m goin through now.. it will surely have an ending of the suffering to receive the rewards and sweetness of the hardwork.. as i believes that if u want to have something u had to work hard for it..so firstly , i will try to calm my self down so that i would not b so stress up as it will affect my speed of progressing.. secondly, i must manage/sort out my relationships, studies n acitivities.. thirdly, to complete all homeworks n other work that is given on time.. forthly, to have consistence of practices of studies.. fifthly, ready to accept all kinds of challenges for mentally, physicially and emotionally.. Lastly, it would b to stay up late n b alert for the next day.. Most importantly , is to believe i can do it.. " JoyCe ~! Jia you, i know u can x2, Believe in yourself ! "