Tuesday, June 21, 2005 Y
You r my special one, i Luv
Love a such a difficult thing to handle..as all the olden phrase say :" love bring sweetest in the begining, when it ends with a pain.." hmmx... i agree to a certain extent about their view of love.. but love dont always bring pain to others.. it depend on individual effort , love and faith for each other..the most painful and difficult thing in love is when u loved someone n couldnt b with them.. or when u loved someone but the person do not. But for my case.. i had met the most diffcult thing in life, i had my current one n loved him alot.. but i seems like unable to let go my previous ex.. that i had just went out with.. i still got contact with my ex after our break up through sms, msn n recent outing.. but during the outing i realised that i still unable to let go of him.. i realised that he had alittle feelings but i not that confirm yet.. i m so confused.. i know what is right n wrong, who loved me the most and who i loved the most.. BUT ... there is a odd feelings that occured within me, when i was with him...i know i should put down the past.. what passed is passed.. love cant b forced.. but there is a doubt between i n him.. i felt that this " yuan fen" haven end.. i know that i should not think too much of the foolish things.. but i believe in my instint.. sometime quite accurate wor..but for now.. i decided le.. i will put him aside n concentrate n b truthful to my hubby wor.. heex.. love ya.. if really got this day when i need to choose between one den say la.. i think i still need time to forget him n treat him as a REAl fren.. but he really love me pls tell me honestly without avoiding although i got my hubby.. at least i can clear my doubts.. may b i will got an ans to u.. tat u might not expect of..