Tuesday, July 26, 2005 Y
You r my special one, i Luv
Hmmx.. i think i had been so lazy during my pri sch life thats y i end up in normal academic stream now.. Aiyox.. think back of the past when i received the PSLE results 5 yrs ago... i cried in pain n regrets for not working hard.... but i unable to go back to the past, if can i will surely work hard wor.. becos at least i wont waste one extra year in sec. sch... but never mind what beyond is beyond , 5yrs had passed le n finally is my turn to sit for the O lvl examination that i was looking for in my 5yrs of secondary life.. although i have full of regrets for the mistakes i had done in the past but i got one thing for sure is that i did not regret having my present classmates and buddies that i had met.. we had been together for 5 yrs of hardship and memories.. i think when a person had went through hardship and regrets , this will make a person mature and wiser.. When i was a sec1 and 2 student, i admitted that i m a rebellious, lazy, hot tempered gal.. i also regretted that i m not tat mature enough during that period of time when i still got the chances to promote to express stream if i work hard during the sec 1 and 2 time.. becos of my imaturity i didnt grab that gd opportunities.. Finally , when i was sec.3 out of the sudden i had change tremendously even my teachers and fellow classmates had praised me for the great changes.. after i had changed for the better during sec.3 i had realise that there were many gd opportunities coming on the way such as closer friendship , more frens, improvement of results and got to b in the peer leader and b one of the community members in Red cross .. n my relationship with my families members had got closer and they had started to trust me and give the freedom i had always wanted..
when i finally reach sec4 and 5 when i had to sit for the N and O lvl examination, i finally realises that i had suddenly started to work hard.. becos i realised that i was so foolish to waste all those preious time in the past.. although its quite late to realise the mistakes , but its better to know now den never rite? i started to study seriously on my studying table , n i realised that i had started to like certain subjects that i had used to hate n fear of.. n i felt that i had understand the subject better when i seriously revise it.. i had felt the great achievement , even though i didnt score that super pro, but there is a improvement that is obviously shown for my hard work and seriousness. No wonder ppl says that daily n continuos revision n effort makes the great difference .. i agree to it as i finally experienced it le.. although ppl c me as a bad scorer for the past few years as i didnt score gd results in the past n even enter into the top 15 position b4 in the past few yrs , but i will work hard in the dark to show my actual strength during the final turn out, becos i m brushing up my fondation of the core subject as it was weak, but for now i can feel that i started to handle quite well and began to like the subjects. as all the teachers n everyone had said.. that once u liked the subjects u would surely started to work harder and get hold of it .. so at the end surely will get gd results.. hmmx.. i m looking forward for my fruits of rewards at the end of year to c my results after my hardship..
THis is my * true experiences n comments abt what i think abt myself* n i m glad i had changed for the better as it was worth it to do so.. n i had finally woke up after the long slp n started to work hard, even though its too late but late better den nv .. Jia you , i know i can do it with determination and hard work..