Monday, August 15, 2005 Y
You r my special one, i Luv
Oh gosh~! after the long awaiting of the Chinese june O lvl results.. Finally , 2days ago on friday the result was released... as i always hoping to get a A2 for my chinese but at the end it appeared to get a B3 and a distinction for oral .. Aiyox.. why? like that ah?...... i felt a sudden disappointment within me.. i was totally in a shock motion.. i do not feel angry, sad or happy at all ? i felt totally blank at that moment.. but most of my female classmates was v.sad for the outcome of the results.. most of them had cried.. when i comfort one of my frens that was crying so badly , suddenly it makes my eyes feel teary... OOH~ my i going to cry like them ? * i was quietly thinking in my mind * so i quickly walk away to prevent from crying... My aim is to get a A2 but actually i had expected to get a B3 results... now i m very confused and stress now.. i had to make a decision on whether should i retake my chinese paper in the Nov. anot ? will i have the time to prepare and cope with the rest of the subjects..? and m i able to get all a maximum a B3 grade for all the subjects to get a 15 pts for the L1R4 mah ?
if i didnt retake the test , will i regret if others had got A2 after the second try ? or m i so sure that i could get gd results if i didnt retake the exam ?
All this questions had been in mind for the past 3 days.. but i still do not have a final conclusion for it.. but i decided to retake the exam in Nov.. i wanna try as i do not wanna have any regrets.. do i made the right decision ?
Another thing that made me v.disappointed of myself was i unable to score or passed my math test.. aiyox.. WHY? i already got a tutor to guide me.. but how come i still unable to get a pass marks leh ? m i that stupid anot ? but i thinking i do not have enough practice for my math.. as i had concentrated on my combined science... but after this week i m going to work on my F&N project n do the final finished up.. at least i have more time on my other subjects.. n i will concentrate on my math this whole week, den next week i will focus on my combined humanities.. dispersed my concentration on other subjects at least i will be improving all at one time..