Thursday, September 14, 2006 Y
You r my special one, i Luv
i nv update the blog for roughly 3 weeks le... oh gosh, Sorry peeps~! becos it was due to my blog got major problem as those who is reading my blog will link to a musicdownload website.. Aiyox.. it will cause reader unable to read or tag on time..So thats y i decided to change the blogskin to c whether the problem could b solve..
Update:
Hmmx.. after the sem exam over for about 2 weeks plus plus .. keep on slacking and enjoying my days by shopping , meeting up with friends, eat .. , Movie and etc.. And recently i , laycheng, huling and shawn busy finding a temp job for the reminding 1 mth of poly holidays.. we meet alot of barriers in finding job.. but while travelling around with them , i really enjoy the fun n laughter we have.. hahax.. n i also got meet up with sec frens to play .. Yeah~! the printing company keep on dragging the day of work.. so we decided to quit the job.. i nw depending on the job tha alina intro.. so c how is it lor...
Haix..
" Tian ah~~~~~ Why find a temp job so hard ! ! ! ! ! "
"Actually , i dont really feel like working but i have no choice becos dont work no $$"
i need to save up money for alots of things. . . . . .
Such as :
1. to replenish the hole in my bank.. *ahh.. No$$ is terrible*
2. to save up enough money to go New Zealand trip with frens n straight away go n visit my laogong at wellington n go Australia's Sydney and melbourn 3days 2night each... *So sweet*
3. i wanna to buy new poly clothings, bag n etc... * BORED with the old clothes*
Sem results:
haix.. for this exam i didnt really work hard as compare to my N/O lvl exam times.. i study with a rather relax mood becos i dont wana to stress myself to have a opposite side effect.. Hmmx.. 2day the results are out.. hmmx.. i m nt really satisfied with my results .. haix.. its quite average .. aiyo.. i m quite afraid that when sem 1 score until this marks , then the futhur studies how is the results will b.. haix.. worried..
i m thinking :
" M i a late bloomer?" , " WHY? how i work hard i didnt c much results except afew?"
"e.g for my N/O lvl and this sem results" ," i really felt total disappointment ,discouraging , demoralize"
1 word to decribe my feelings now :
SAD
Sometimes my ego is quite high , for this incident it had really give a slap hardly on my face that i really feel the enormous pain within me... Its time to wake up gal~~! it may seems that you are late bloomer in studies.. so u need to work extra super dupre hard in sem2... for sem 2 u jus wait n c.. i will give 100% hardwork, seriousness and attention to every of my sub and lab.. it would not want this mistake to be made again n its NEVER~! i had realise my mistake becos i had started to work hard in the later part of the sem1.. n i think that its nt enough for me to score well as i m a late bloomer.. THis time i will start to work hard right from the start.. i want to change from a late bloomer to a beautiful flowers..
Joyce quote :
* My revolution throughout my whole studies life*
" Its not late to realise your weakness, there is still hope when u finally realise it. With strong continuous determination, self-discipline and confident, well organised and hard work.. You will succee in anything you do.."