Sunday, December 16, 2007 Y
You r my special one, i Luv
For the past few weeks my father kept hinting me or i can say as he already tell me clearly tat he wanted me to take over his company... AHHHH~! its a NightMAre to me tat i long expected.. As u know, i m nt that type of ppl tat like to do technical job..Haix.. becos my Olvl results was poor tats y i go n take Engineering course de.. IF not i surely take Fashion design or business management.. Why Like tat?~! why i must b the one who take over the responsible ?~! I and my bro kept pushing the responsibilities ard.. As we do nt want to take either.. As i always dream of having my own career that i wanted to persue such as product purchaser or having business of my own interest..Firstly, I dont want to experience the same ting as wad my father had went through that links to my uncles .. Secondly, i feel miserable to take up a job not of my choice...Staying in the industrial area doing the projects n metals n computers.. Argh~! What i want in life future ahead of me is to have a family of my own, career of my interest and Freedom to decide for the path i want to persue.. What can i do nw?~! My father seems like pined alot of hopes on me as he want someone to take over his business as he felt that it had potential to expand even futher.. How m i goin to tell him tat , i dont want to b the one to take over? Becos its nt my interest... It sure will hurt his feelings.. i would rather have parents that work for ppl den having their own business, becos at least their children do have the freedom to choose wad they really want to do.. Shld i faster find a AngMoh to get married n fly to oversea escape all tis.. or wadever method.. i know tat someday i must mention abt it to my father.. BuT Jus tat i dont know how to bring it up to him.. As the stress n tension in it is too hard to handle..